haunted by mistakes I so carelessly made a past I must now live with I still recall that rainy december night a sick attempt at recovering but now, haunted by your sillhouette I dont think I'll ever forget the sounds of you screaming oh my god, Please say I'm dreaming how could this happen to me? I opened my eyes and saw you lying there my hands shaking, you're heart breaking now your lying in a pool of your love for me the sunset calls the dark skies to carry you home my love lays lifeless underneath the stars by the work of my hands, she cries constantly constantly awaiting her final breath the breath that will rip her from my life my heart and yours, entwined at last what a sick attempt at recovering from the past the sounds of you screaming oh my god, Please say I'm dreaming how could this happen to me? I'l whisper a quiet apology I hope to god this sets me free between life and death, I'll be choosing this fitting end to the abusing...