Total isolation Rooms all the same Empty glasses, puke and stains of blood And the marks of scratches against silent walls And I can still hear the screams of psychos And I can still feel the blows And the stink of medicines And the screams of silence of endless nights That neverending darkness And that blinding white of the walls Dozen and dozen of beings Drag themselves with no sense There are no mirrors Nobody owns anything It's like time has forgot to flow Time with no meaning
I heard those voices inside me: you must die... slowly, slowly... where were them? I could feel them coming to my brain Mysterious nothing... multiproblematic reign I couldn't contrast them I tried to run, madly, even by night I couldn't suffocate them Those voices were leaking in me Until they took every single corner of my mind Until they became so deafening to feel the urge Of screaming to shut them The descent to this hell interspersed with attempts of escape Of degradation and violence Long years of horror - the horror of solitude: abandon... And I banged with my fists to the walls With hundredfold strength In here men don't praise the evil But they buy the good that they find inside of it In here are swallowed fluorescent poisons and asbestos pills