I watch the waves upon the water Searching for a reason But I know it isn't there (know it isn't there, know it isn't there) And so I struggle with the meaning Despite of all this feelings I know it isn't fair (know it isn't fair, know it isn't fair)
So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's killing me I realized that I not afraid to love you
Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons Through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here?
I hear it echoing like thunder Blanking my memories, of all my yesterdays And still I struggle with the meaning Despite of all this feelings To tell me who's to blame
So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's killing me I realized how much I really need you
Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons Through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here?
I'm standing out here in the rain, feeling like a fool again Stuck in the life I'm leading, feeling like a love life beaten Don't leave me out here in the cold Don't make me walk alone a lonely road
So I lie awake, hope and pray The emptiness I feel inside would just go away But it's plain to see, what's killing me I realized how much I really miss you
Despite of all the reasons, despite of all the pain I know you were always there Through all the changing seasons Through all the good and bad I know you were always there I just couldn't see it, now it's crystal clear Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here?