Do you remember nights when the planes would race over our heads? And I would argue that theres no such thing as UFOs and there no such thing as hope And you would think after a year and a half I would face the truth and I would face the skies But if this dies then I don't mind because I can make myself believe that you are slowly turning into anything tonight I don't mind because I can make myself believe that you are slowly turning into everything All I had to do was put it down Well I guess tonight I don't mind Because I can make myself believe that you mean everything to him when words don't mean anything to me And so this world which I'd leave soon came rushing back to me And all these actions which I would call my own So now I'll lose the will to fight, paint my walls a different white, the usual you know Well if this dies then I don't mind and you can go back to him Hey I can bang things as well And I can fuck everything over like you always wanted me to, like him to do But your on my walls your on my sheets Your on the bed in which I sleep Your in the air in which I breathe Your everything around me Will you count the letters?