I’ll teach my daughter To bang on anything that makes a beat She’ll shake-a-boom, she’ll quake a room She’ll paint her cheeks warrior-style, then smile Beguile you, turn you inside out Til your guts plead guilty.
She’ll be built like a truck, built to work you down As she works herself up She’ll make holes in the streets In her ten inch spike heels, In combat boots, stilts, on roller wheels, She’ll stroll through male pride Amazon babes at her side.
She’ll relinquish white privilege Observe, be wise, she’ll compromise When the fire is stoked by other womyn’s desires But she’ll never leave the flame.
All the same, she’ll crave what makes her burn She’ll learn her cunt’s good name- The thick red lips, the small hot tip No more of this cryptic shit. This vagina will be known.
She’ll park in all the wrong places, Make faces at police cars, Wind up behind bars, bust out big before serving her time, Fingernails full of this grime we call
Reality, She’ll dig her way through.
She’ll pick her nose when she has to, She’ll scratch her ass, She’ll be a crass medusa child A wild healthy fiend She’ll live in all fonts and all sizes Curly q’s, caps, italics, and bold.
She’ll fold airplanes out of shredded cosmos And mademoiselles, Then pilot them to never-say-never land Where peter pan’s gay and wendy’s ok with it.
She’ll wear thick braids, she’ll shave her head, She’ll eat thick breads, she’ll let her breasts flop, She’ll mop the floor like cinderella, Then with rebellion- prowess, She’ll unionize daughters for a higher allowance.
She’ll be male and female and in-between. She’ll preen, then crack her mirror, crack a beer And watch love connection. She’ll go for days without taking a shower Just to feel unchained ivory-slave power. She’ll want more than what she’s ‘entitled to’ She’ll watch through Nike commercials And she’ll just un-do it Ask who’s making that shit, who’s breaking their backs Keeping her breaking that Glass ceiling.
She’ll do all of this. And she’ll do none of this.
And it’s funny how we hide behind these daughters, Hide ahead of our own herstories Scared of ourselves Scared of the world Scared of someone Who made us One way Or another.
Well, this time around, I’ll be bound to my own mind womb In my own birthing room, I’ll squeeze out, squeeze out Each crimson thick belief Then eat each pungent, sweet placenta And relieved,
I will tear up this country’s "welcome to the world" certificate, Tear off my father’s father’s father’s father’s name, I’ll legitimate my own entrance into a Thinking existence I will birth myself towards Resistance.
But no frantic tick-tock of this biological clock. On my own time, foremothers at my sides, Sisters as midwives, I’ll cut my cord, head for that war I will mother myself into my own grown daughter And i will call myself a Home-grown woman.