I just took a Xan for the first time (First time)
Hit me at 3 A. M. that's thirst time (Thirst time)
I'ma come clean, it's do my dirt time (Dirt, dirt)
My lonely ass waitin' for a reply

Ayy, used to swipe the Amex, it got decline (Decline)
Now I'm swipin' and I throw the peace sign (Peace sign)
Baby ain't no "Us, " I need me time (I need me time)
I've got exes hittin' me for a retry (Ha, yeah, ayy)
Yeah couple popstars tryna be mine (Tryna be mine)
And I'ma play it cool in the meantime (In the meantime)

I've been mixing liquor with the tree (With the tree, nigga)
Talking 'bout she love me for me (No)
After one of this (Yeah)
I'ma leave on the stretcher (Yeah)
I might pose for the still
Crop you out of the picture (Ooh)
Cigarettes to the filter
Drunken text say "I miss you" (Ayy, yeah)
Drunken text say "I miss you"
It still feel like I'm with you, woah

Sometimes I wonder if you over me (Yeah)
I hope you get to know the sober me
Wrote a letter, said I hated you (I hated you)
You still read it like it's poetry

I just took a Xan for the first time (First time)
Hit me at 3 A. M. that's thirst time (That's thirst time)
I'ma come clean, it's do my dirt time (Dirt, dirt, yeah-yeah)
My lonely ass waitin' for a reply (Ayy)

Vvs, diamonds in the mine (in the mine)
Memorize your number, I'ma dial (I'ma dial)
Holdin' up your name at arrival
Pick you up, it's been a while
Pressed down like it's in your style
So skrrt the wraith, terrorist got a crown
On the stage but I'm lookin' for you in the crowd (In the crowd)
On the stage but I'm lookin' for you (Woah)
Woah
I'm anxious, you still confusin' me

I've been mixing liquor with the tree (With the tree, nigga)
Talking 'bout she love me for me (No)
After one of this (Yeah)
I'ma leave on the stretcher (Yeah)
I might pose for the steel
Crop you out of the picture (Ooh)
Cigarettes to the filter
Drunk and textin' "I miss you" (Ayy, yeah)
Drunk and textin' "I miss you"
It still feel like I'm with you, woah

Sometimes I wonder if you over me (Yeah)
I hope you get to know the sober me
Wrote a letter, said I hated you (I hated you)
Used to read it like it's poetry

I just took a Xan for the first time (First time)
Hit me at 3 A. M. that's thirst time (That's thirst time)
I'ma come clean, it's do my dirt time (Dirt, dirt, yeah-yeah)
And lonely ass waitin' for a reply (Ayy)

Outro]
Ah
Adderall, ah
Focus on, oh-oh
This way, come on
The worst version of me
If you ignore this, the black seed mix
The drugs I'm needin'
The black he feenin'
The black he feenin'
Too facetious
I'm too conceited
Both defeated
The worst version of me
Both defeated
I'm too conceited
Both defeated