Somebody tell me
When I became what I could've been
Then somebody lie to me and tell me
I'm everything

Cause it's been hard to see
To find myself again
I'm an angry fool

All of the time I spent
Trading lovers for my innocence
Hey, did I ever trade the truth?

Cause it would be a shame you see
If I spent it all worthlessly
I would be bankrupt from youth

Hard, hard living
Trying to believe

I remember back in the day
We were young our dreams just came our way
Now ones broken, ones missing
and ones blue

Oh tell me cause I just want to know
When did it become this one-man show
I'm all tangled up and bruised

Hard, hard living
Trying to believe

Hard, hard living
Trying to believe

Trying hard
I'm trying to love
I'm trying to light
I'm trying to breathe

I'm trying to grieve

Trying hard
I'm trying to love
I'm trying to light
I'm trying to let

Trying not to go
It all go

Hard, hard living
Trying to believe

Am I self destructing?
Are we self destructing?
Figure it out