I'm searching for my god
To reach into his heart and take what I know is mine

Take a look at his face and tell me what you taste
When you put your tongue to his spine

This day it seems to me like an endless dream
Where I fall and never touch the ground

Get a little closer now
So I can hear him growl and drown in sweet sound

I'm searching for a face
I think it used to be mine
Hidden from his lovely eyes

I will share no secrets
I will tell him lies
I will do what I need to survive

He's not so pretty anymore 'cause I am sober now
Is that a hint of regret on his face

It's been a lesson for me but I'm still no wiser
I will walk back into his embrace