I always there when you made other moves

I always there when you made other moves
Gotta be the strong so I can't let it show
Night when I'm alone, I put my knees to the floor
Tellin' God that I don't wanna hurt anymore
Think I'm givin' up, I'm tired of livin'
I can't even trust all the ones that be with me
I put my pain in a bottle of Henny
and roll me a wood and just hope that it fix me

My pain ain't never looked this good, not very well
I'm hurtin', you can't even tell
Pain ain't never looked this good, I've through Hell
But I'll always bet on myself
Pain ain't never looked this good (Oh)
Oh-oh-oh (Oh)
Pain ain't never looked this good (Oh)
Oh-oh-oh (Oh)

Have you ever been betrayed by the ones that you love?
Gave a bitch your last but it still wasn't enough
Had to separate myself and now I hate buildin' up
'Cause those ain't who they say, that's why I stay to myself
And the world full of many, I still feel alone
Still got trauma from shit, I don't speak on this song
It's like demons been tryna take over my soul
I've been dyin' inside and they ain't even know it

My pain ain't never looked this good, not very well
I'm hurtin', you can't even tell
Pain ain't never looked this good, I've through Hell
But I'll always bet on myself
Pain ain't never looked this good (Oh)
Oh-oh-oh (Oh)
Pain ain't never looked this good (Oh)
Oh-oh-oh (Oh)
[Verse 3 Bridge]
I've battlin' depression
and some months they get the best of me
'Cause I felt like no one else feel me
Turned my losses into lessons
If they ain't do the shit they do me
then I still will have 'em there with me
You might see me bend but never gon' see me break down
Show me you ain't for me so fuck [?] now
I know that they watchin', they wishin' I lose it all now
I don't wanna love them all, wish I could break my heart now

My pain ain't never looked this good, not very well
I'm hurtin', you can't even tell
Pain ain't never looked this good, I've through Hell
But I'll always bet on myself
Pain ain't never looked this good (Oh)
Oh-oh-oh (Oh)
Pain ain't never looked this good (Oh)
Oh-oh-oh (Oh)