I've been away, a little while Sometimes I just can't help myself When my mind's running wild I seem to lose grip on reality And I try to disregard the crazy things The voices tell me to do, but it's no use I tried to own it, write songs about it Believe me I tried In the end I needed to breathe Find inspiration, some kind of purpose To take a second to face the shit That makes me, me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth With myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall Tryna put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room, alone in a room
I saw the world a couple times Tried to cure the ache with absence But that hole was still a hole And my mind kept playing tricks on me Feeling older every day Took everything I had to not crash and burn But I'm starting to learn Sometimes I'll fall down Sometimes I'll lose hope But those days will be few If I keep my feet on the ground I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth With myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall Tryna put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room, alone in a room
I can be better than I was I can be better than I am
All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth With myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall Trying to put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room, alone in a room