Y'all niggas think shit is sweet
Y'all niggas really be out here, in love and shit
I mean, I'm happy for y'all, don't get me wrong
I want it too
Y'all niggas have this idea
That we're supposed to be in love right now
Getting on with our lives lives, but how?
When we hardly even know ourselves?
When were niggas gonna tell us
That mid-twenties was all about getting
To truly know yourself, all over again?
Getting to know yourself again
Even after figuring out that everyone
Will hurt you at some point in this lifetime
They never warned us about the feeling
Of constantly standing in the rain alone
Having to constantly remind myself
That I cannot control everything
Struggling to silence my mind
And find release 'cause at any moment I might explode
Y'all niggas don't know what it's
Like to have an inexhaustible heart
My shit is unable to be used up
Because my heart exists in abundance
It's hard to be myself and live behind that
I just wonder sometimes
What it is that I'm doing wrong?
Where is my love