solid steel, cold and angry bitter leather, silver terror of the distance between us now whitest pallor of blackest lips i have always stared at them and drowned my sails inside of you my whole body in a rage over air-brushed battles we have waged so terrified so terrified to divide and conquer the running-drunken-splendor over screaming blackest waters and the blood we shed in moondrop tears to remember broken bottles railroad ties so torn and mangled that safer place - we had everything inching closer, salt of your fingers pressed against you, legs could not bear the weight of night, nor the stain of light heavy scent of pain in the air weeping for the stillness did not comfort us it only frightened me to divide and conquer the running-drunken-splendor over screaming blackest waters and the blood we shared in moondrop tears now we lay the shallow grave to the end of sunlit days but we could have changed everything and forever i will carry your prayers to my lips returning the warmth to its master as you fade away in moondrop tears -oh god, i have always loved you. . .