I ain't going back down

Down, I found myself going deep down again
I'm going lower than I've ever been
All of my demons are weighing on me
I guess this time I must go

No, it's getting dark I know
But I won't let this fuck me up
I still have hope, I won't get low
I don't want to be gone
And I've been suicidal
I don't wanna fucking die
I won't let these thoughts
get inside of my mind
I have done this and I can't do it again

Take my hand, don't let me drown
Take my hand, don't let me drown
My mistakes are weighing,
they're getting heavier
My mistakes are weighing
Don't let me drown

Whispering
I'm overcoming those dark eyes
A light seems to fade
I shut my eyes aiming to find

Take my hand, don't let me drown
Take my hand, don't let me drown
My mistakes are weighing,
they're getting heavier
My mistakes are weighing
Don't let me drown

Incinerate
Annihilate

Light the wounds
Make it through
I want you
Why won't you?
I won't break down
I'ma make it through
Break it up
Disintegrate
And let the fucking world shake
I wanna stay safe but there's so much running
It's all over the place
Hop out the source
I'ma make it okay
Pop out the pills
I'll outrun it today
All I know is I ain't going down like that
I got a lot of stress
and so I gotta ride the wave
It's okay

Take my hand, don't let me drown
Take my hand, don't let me drown
My mistakes are weighing,
they're getting heavier
My mistakes are weighing
Don't let me drown

I ain't going back down