I can't feel my toes or my fingertips My chest is pounding so fast, I cant keep up with it I'm losing it, fuck, I just want to quit And I'm clenching my face and Im touching my dick
I need a fix, Ana fix, and I'm sick of this Showing people my tricks and my tics and a-judging me Judging my fucking sex, Ana X, Ana X And I'm faking just to stay in my body I'm nervous, I can't fucking stand it
Well, if that's what they're giving me The pills are my necessity, now You won't fix my attitude Cause Ana does it better than you (Ana does it better)
Ana, you save my soul Can you let me have my heart for a minute?
Yeah-hah, uh (Where are you, Ana? I need you)
Okay, Im sick Not the kind of sick that lands you in the doctor Not the kind that makes you weak and then heals you stronger It's the kind of sick that turns your legs into spaghetti Its the kind of sick that makes your blood burn and your bones heavy The kind of sick that makes an atheist pray for Jesus The kind of sickness that turns your power into weakness And I'm sick of being sick for this whole fucking place to witness And I'm living a sick life that most people call privileged And they're kinda right, but Im still sicker than I can cope with
Ana, you save my soul (My soul) Can you let me have my heart for a minute? I suffer for a living There has to be a limit You know I love you so (You so) But that's what I've been given
Ana (Want you to save my soul) Ana (Want you to make me slow down) Ana (Want you to save my soul) Ana (Want you to make me slow down)
It's showtime I got a lump in my throat And I forgot how to breathe I only know how to choke And all these people are waiting To see the kid with the rage But I'm afraid he might collapse Before he gets to the stage I need X, Ana X, help me bury my thoughts And all the pressure I suffer to be someone that I'm not I'm shaking a lot (Hey, don't fuck up tonight, it's your only shot) Ready or ready or ready or ready or not It's a party
You know I love you so Ana, you save my soul Ana (Two pills coming up, let's roll) Ana (Don't make me lose control) You know I love you so Ana, you save my soul Ana (Two pills coming up, let's roll) Ana (Don't make me lose control)
Okay, the song is over now, but I'm not ready to go (Ana) See, this is the shit that happens when I stay awake for days at home (Ana) Hey, wanna see what happens when I mix Xanax, blow, and a Macbook Pro? (Don't make me lose control)
Ana (Four pills coming up, let's roll) Ana (Too late to save my soul) Ana (Chew it up, chew it up, let's go) Ana (Coming up, coming up, let's roll) Ana, you save my soul (My soul) 'Fer for a living, has to be a limit You know I love you so (Love you so) My anxiety traps me like a prison
Well, if that's what they're giving me (That's what I've been given) The drugs are my necessity (I can't live without you) You won't fix my attitude (Ana does it better) Ana, you make me slow down (Joey's gonna hate this)
Ana does it better Ana does it better Ana does it better Don't make me lose control (Ana)