I got this window in my house Knows me better than I know myself Could probably charge me $150 an hour For all the heavy shit I pour out I get these voices in my brain Feels like I'm part of a new strain I get the, "Stubborn and stupid and useless" You get the heavy shit I pour out
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong Feel like a ghost in my own damn home Starting to wonder how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out Bottoming bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones Can someone tell me how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out?
They tell me, "Well, this is all part of life, you see" But the world keeps circling 'round me No, can't seem to stop being so hard on myself Hence all the shit I poor out Still haven't found what I'm looking for No, all of these people keep closing doors They tell me, “You can't keep holding all this shit to yourself Go find a way to let it pour out"
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong Feel like a ghost in my own damn home Starting to wonder how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out Bottoming bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones Can someone tell me how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out?
So here I am (Ooh-ah, ooh-ah) So here I am, like a ghost in my Own home again (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Mm, with this heavy shit I pour out (Ah-ahh) (So, come on, let it pour out) Baby, let it pour (All the heavy shit I pour out) (Let it pour out, all the heavy shit I pour out)
So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong Feel like a ghost in my own damn home (Ooh-ooh, ooh) Starting to wonder how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out Bottoming bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones Can someone tell me how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out?
(Shit I pour out) So here I am (Oh, oh-oh-oh) So here I am (Oh, oh-oh-oh) (Ohh, ohh) So here I am Someone tell me how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out So here I am (Oh, oh-oh-oh) Woo, ooh-ooh So here I am (Oh, oh-oh-oh) So here I am Someone tell me how I got so numb To this heavy shit I pour out