I wasn't ugly
Until you didn't want me
So don't leave me
With this noise inside my mind
It's eating me alive
'Cause you filled the vacant spaces
I fortified the walls around us
But this home is not a home
Without you here
I wasn't empty
Until I saw you leaving

And there's a part of you that loved me even if you hate it
And there's a part of me that loved you at your worst
And there's a part of you that's terrified
that you'll never feel anything
But you can find a girl and make it work

Oh you weren't worried
Until you saw them watching
Oh they've been sanding down the edges
And I barely even recognize your face
Yeah, I saw you at the cafe
And you're never looking happy
So don't lie to me and tell me you're okay
'Cause you don't hate me
You just can't face yourself


You were so callous
In your selfish ideation
Yeah I pulled you from the ledge
And you gave Jesus all the credit
Every field that we ran through is devastated
All turned to parking lots and outlet malls
Just so people could feel steady