You know it's truthful when you hear me Real name J Christie, born 73 Deep down Im probably just like you Deep down you're probably just like me My ambitions to be free My favourite colours green like the land Second favourites blue like the sea And the sky I see most I have a vision of me sitting happy on the coast The blue water crashes down, the ocean sound By a lighthouse; image that I felt in a book My children play together on the sand, I look, can't see their faces yet I love her deeply even though we haven't yet met My futures far from set At times I forget to live for here and now Im in a dream-world, cliff-top, my private sundown And if the wind comes and tries to blow me off the ledge Ill be falling still clutching my dreams until Im dead And how I feel today, tomorrow wont apply Landed in a rock pool, survived cos I refuse to die Now, what this Braintax thing is really all about is: Utilising your brain can give you more clout My mind keeps me positive when the world gets me down I close my eyes and orange dots melt my stony frown I stay looking ahead like a figurehead My ship drifts, bouncing my physical while my mind lifts Its all about a vivid life, more colour, it's a new day, Snap your skull, chase the blues away We splash lime, scales climb and diminish Creating every image off the top of me And times never stopping me Therapist tried hard to be a hedonist but only Earths rockin me These drugs are good though they're blocking me They're nice when they're free And help ease the pain when it feels lifes knockin me Ill get the roof terrace and the olive grove, The swimming pool, home in the sun Somewhere on the globe there's a place So Im a ship in the night Weighing anchor in the place where my soul feels right.