When I see the Christmas lights
They remind me of stories of my life
I wonder why I became this stain
I must have walked on the borderline

[bridge]
How I wish I could hold you strongly
once again, babe
Open gifts with the kids, kiss them and see their faces

[chorus]
But today I am behind this window
looking inside on Christmas Eve
My heart is frozen, feeling torn
At least I get to see your smile in tears

It? s cold outside, I hurt inside
I just wanna mend what? s been lost in my life
it? s been so long

Bridge Chorus

I? ll never be in the picture with you guys
Dreams shattered within memories left behind
so long