It's so much harder so much harder than you thought it would be you try and you try but you can't see the light you hide in the day and cry in the night but don't lose sight It's so much harder so much harder than you thought it would be you're so many friends but you're always alone you're trying to swim but you sink like a stone Your knees get weak your hands are shaking you get so scared that you can hardly speak but hold on tight it's a new surprise I can see the tears are in your eyes It's so much harder so much harder than you thought it would be you try and you try but you can't see the light you hide in the day and cry in the night who would have thought this pride and joy would end up being such a lonely boy there goes love here comes hate you get confused so you watch and you wait by the time you wake up it's all too late It's so much harder so much harder than you thought it would be Your knees get weak your hands are shaking you get so scared that you can hardly speak but hold on tight it's a new surprise I can see the tears are in your eyes this hate is only disguise