I couldn't recall the name, the place or circumstances A friendly, smiling face, the hurt shown in the glances And ne'er a chance to think, the gaps filled in while I've descended
Let me out, I know that I am close And yet, we seem so far removed There's something just ahead, is it who I used to be? Don't leave me
Roaming through a haze, a fog that's never lifting Straighten out the sheets, I know that something's missing Try to tell myself, sometimes you just forget things Oh, though I am still alive, I am not alive Falling and falling, the edge of recalling The puzzle of my mind, the smaller deaths before I die
And still, the hands of time, they form the world I see A world that was not meant for me Becoming less and less of who I used to be
I am afraid, am I alone? Will they all leave when I am gone? So many doors will stay unturned And what I've known will be unknown
Just let me rest and hold my hand Though my faces hides, I am still there This is not home, it's not my own I'm on my own
So run away before you see See the death of me And the end of us I will understand
Control I have lost My ambition, all for naught Who was I? Who am I?
Am I to believe you will stay with me? Keep me company? I may not know how or why, but I promise to never leave Patient, I will be
I think I was supposed to say something here I guess