wait a minute let the blood begin to flow once again last stroke of pleasure then the suffering is ready to begin i hope you dont think this is all just to waist your precious time you might have a change of heart, once you find out what i have in mind i never wanted to be part of your world i never was part of the fabric of your world now hold your breath and take it in to such a dark and secret place then let it out and suck it up and swallow everything you taste spread it wide and feel the rapture of a thousand angels songs i tap the roof, might leave a scar, but never meant you any harm i never wanted to be part of your world and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled i never was part of the fabric of your world and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled i dont have a fucking thing that anyone could take from me except my worthlessness and rage except to share my suffering and i dont need a fucking thing except someone to share this pain what do you fucking want from me its only heartache i bring if it feels wrong to live if it feels right to die then we will say goodbye