i knew you before we lived and our hearts were not ours to give its all that i have ever had she could see beyond the lies with her anime like eyes its all that i ever had what more can be said of me it was never meant to be its all that i have ever had so i will just take up my knife it makes everything alright its all that i have ever had if she should leave if she should die its not her that i dispise its just all that i have evr had and if she is the first to go woudl that make a difference no its all that i have ever had come on baby take a ride with me ive gotta show you something that you have got to see and every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die there is mr. death take him by the hand and lets walk across this cruel land you are standing in the sinking sand but i'll bring you flowers when you die you see i love pain love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain we can die beneath the tees in the balls deep october breeze its all i have ever had but if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all