In mourning, I am, forever
WHY
The memory of her blood
Drenched my life
Opening my eyes to this torment
This burden, this loss
This unbearable pain
Which can never end
NEVER AGAIN!!!!
My sister’s death
Has left me in
This world of black

Deeply, the pain has cut me
Why would she take her life

I can feel her body
As it lay ever rotting
In womb fraternal
Sharing one soul

Inseparable lives
Bound unutterable
Now incomplete
She’s gone

Memory never fades
Last seconds of her life
Her cuts ran deep
Cuts deep enough for us

My soul lamenting
Deep in sorrow
Question remains
Why suicide

I have come for you
Torment brought me back
It beckoned me
Join in the suffering

Now it calls for you take the knife
As one we shall be in the suffering

Now binded
I have always been here for you to see

Sufferers never rest
Binded forever

Now the blood drips as it did then
Together we are always entwined
Love, pain, and suffering
Never shall we be separated

Her sisters’ cries
Suddenly she wakes
With knife in hand
So it begins

The cutting of the veins
Imprecision of the knife
Blunt and dull
Pulsating nerves
Telling you to stop

We will be rejoined
Suffering as one