This is my reality
So fuck what you've heard
This blood is on your hands
Now choke on your fucking words

Live through the losses
Bury your sins and carry your crosses
Everything you read is written with a poison pen
Every thought in my head is me dreaming of the end

This is my reality, so fuck what you've heard
This is blood on your hands
Now choke on your fucking words

It's as if death rained from the sky
Too many suicidal nights, too many fucking lies
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died
The night that life left my eyes

My thoughts are only hatred and slaughter
I'm mind fucked and it's only getting darker
I will crush you with my words
I'll make you feel the depth of this hurt

All those things that I've longed to undo
Why can't I find one second of peace
Close my eyes and die in my sleep
Let me count to ten
Before you turn your back on me again
I'll close my eyes
And we we'll both pretend
I'll step off this ledge
And let you bury what's left of me
Let me count to ten
Before I leave this world a memory

This is my reality
So fuck what you've heard
This blood is on your hands
Now choke on your fucking words
Now choke on your fucking words

It's as if death rained from the sky
Too many suicidal nights, too many fucking lies
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died the night life left my eyes
And I'll slip away and I'll never say goodbye
The night that love died the night life left my eyes
My thoughts are only hatred and slaughter
I'm mind fucked and it's only getting darker