I've opened up to strangers I've told the whole goddamned truth To those I'll never see again And I find comfort in Someone out there knows me Better than I'll ever know myself And I'm comfortable with that
I spent my entire fucking life Worrying what other people thought of me I put their opinions up on a pedestal And the chainsaw cuts my feet Rusted gears wearing down the teeth Exposing my bones and my true lackluster potential
But the burden of these City lights will serve as a reminder Whoa-oh! Whoa-oh! Yeah the burden of these City lights will serve as a reminder Oh I'm wasting, I'm wasting away Choking on self-apathy Oh I'm wasting, I'm wasting away A fucking joke, I'm a parody Oh I'm wasted, I'm wasted today These nights are my therapy
And these songs won't save the world But they'll save me I've driven one hundred thousand miles Circling this God-forsaken neighborhood One day I swear I'm gonna get out of here But the anchor begins to rust Self-made promises turn to dust And the days they turn to weeks, to months, to years
Because you can't put a price On the head of man who is dying No you can't put a price On the head of a man who is dying
Oh I'm wasting, I'm wasting away Choking on self-apathy Oh I'm wasting, I'm wasting away A fucking joke, I'm a parody Oh I'm wasted, I'm wasted today These nights are my therapy And these songs won't save the world But they'll save me
I'll live and die I'll live and die I'll live and die where I reside