This is only the beginning

Four shots deep, I'm out alone again
'Cause I don't really know who to call friend, yeah
Should've stayed home, but I'd rather pretend
That I'm not gonna lose it, I know what I'm doing, yeah

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21
But I still don't know

How to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human

4 AM and I can't sleep again
I don't know God, but I know that I sin
I wanna love, but I have thicker skin
Now that somebody has hurt me
Heart was broken early, yeah

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21
But I still don't know

How to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human

I still don't know how to be human
Still don't know how to be human
I don't know what I am doing
Please tell me how to be human
I still don't know how to be human
(I'm bending my bones for you)
Still don't know how to be human
(I don't know what's left of me)
I don't know what I am doing
(What am I supposed to do?)
Please tell me how to be human
(Oh yeah)

I call you, but you never pick up
Maybe I'm just asking too much, yeah
Thought I'd know it all by 21