Apology for Non-Symmetry

I must apologize for not participating in symmetry
but it's been such a struggle to win entry to this
industry
put simplistically it sickens me for my lack of
contributions
i hope to tighten loose ends with new sense and end
this nuisance

I think it's more
more than i can take
i don't exactly know just what to say to you
(so now the roof has hit the floor)
that i haven't said before

and it feels just like i have been more than
patient
enough with wasted breath on bluffs with no
bread to touch
much of what I give will become the unstable crutch
then who would you get to lend you a new menu of
gifts
to spit quick and then shift to the next on your list

cause it feels like i'm gonna try tonight
we got a different way of seeing what the day can
bring
and i know that i'm stepping up to the line
now i'm man enough to understand it
so come on navigate while i drive
we got a different way of seeing what the day can
bring
cause it feels like i'm gonna try tonight

well look who decided to show up grown up in slow
motion
i have to ask you how did you pass through your own
erosion
could you help me get through this life with you
instead of
me impeaching the breeze of your breath for every
issue
i can't give up i gotta keep trying as hard as
possible
and never throw at you the me that compromised with
stoppable
i make it so hard to try I'll do what i know is right
don't make it seem like this isn't forever

because i want to come through
and be there for you but it feels so bad that i
it feels so bad that i was not there all those times

apology for non symmetry (interlude)

this land is a ghost with feet that have fallen
asleep
the ocean is almost touching my toes
the city behind me grinds its teeth
you ask what its like where we're going
no one knows


*nabwill