Chunk! No, Captain Chunk!

It's been a long time coming and I know it
Can't keep up with the world outside, can't control it
What's the plan? I'm not sure
Does anyone care anymore?
Laying out my thoughts trying to articulate them, that's a start
Got some built up frustration
'Cause there's only so much I can take
I might not bend before I break

I thought I couldn't live without you, now I need to restart again
Things won't go how you planned out so just restart again

This is for the nights I felt like this
Wish I could forget it, never will regret it
Always had my doubts, I will admit
It's worth the risk so I don't end up bitter

Let's put it all into context
I guess you can say I made progress
I had no chance, spent my time trying to hold it together
I had to convince myself it is time to get better
I get it, you don't wanna regret it
You can't admit that you said it (You said it)
You said we were (You said we were)
You said we were better off dead
It all adds up to something
Can't pretend that it's nothing
So can we start over again?

I thought I couldn't live without you, now I need to restart again
Things won't go how you planned out, so just restart again

This is for the nights I felt like this
Wish I could forget it, never will regret it
Always had my doubts, I will admit
It's worth the risk so I don't end up
This is for the nights I felt like this (Bitter)
Wish I could forget it, never will regret it
Always had my doubts, I will admit
It's worth the risk so I don't end up bitter