I can`t xplaw you why i disappeard cos you wouldn`t understand it I`d try to make you understand my reasons but it didn`t matter to you now i can make you realize that in a normal situation i wouldn`t take you apart from me i feel that nothing as the same now i feel that nothing as the same now My way was broke in and i didin`d understand I know, i was the guilty one and i don`t know what to do i`m sorry I would lore to get out I fell that nothing as the same now i feel that nothing as the same now Yesterday you said too many thing about me Yesterday you said too many thing about me and now have to pay x..... and now have to pay x..... .....make me bleed so, you have regrets now i pulled up all the page i disfigured my pain really drunk and sick Somethimes i would like to go out from, this madness that is my soul i remember to many moments to many images i miss, to many thing witch time has fade every different thing now is permanent I guess now there`s only me right here i supose i`ll remain here for you il you`re able to find me so you should look inside me I`ll never have wanted to pay I`ll never have wanted to pay Maybe if i could taste all your thoughts feel on my hands every single tear i`d try to keep by your side even against all odds including me I`ll never have to pay And i don't anithing the inmesity`s cold will glow by your thoughts the air will hurgtyou in you dreams Maybe il i could taste all your thoughts feel on you hands every single tear i`d tried to keep by your side My tears will scrape up your delicate skin, your white skin My ghost will be arround you closing you eyes by day and waking up your soul by night i cry give me a god PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE................