You think you could die your hair cause you were never as see-through as I would like I thought I could trust my head but I was only eighteen at the time If you could make your bed and cover up the imprint of his spine Wash your sheets at the laundromat it seems like you're going there all the time
You made your bed, now sleep in it x 2
Now I can't keep my eyes shut, since we gave all of this up I hope I don't remember in the morning I'll dream like I don't regret but I just can't forgive and forget you And I hope I don't remember in I hope I don't remember in the morning
I shouldn't have let you back in gave you another chance to change my face I pretended you were here but you were off with him filling your empty space My head filled all the hallways with watercolour pictures of you leaving But I remember wearing headphones lying in bed trying to drown out the sound of your heavy
And honestly, I never expected much more than you gave I never expected much more than the days I wasted on you And honestly, I lie there at night and I think of your face, I hate myself I'm a fucking disgrace Because I can't let you go