Obsession has taken control What lays at the end of this abyss? My walls are covered in velvet once again The velvet is covered in blood My own Yet again this pleasant torment Strip the layers of my mind This comfortable emptiness Blinds our senses of self love Another day to go in search for our lullaby To crave one's mind with only words and time Look in, this is the fault of someone else This is the sweetest taste of a regret Bleed out, for the start of something new Mark on my flesh all you've lost Comfort There is no light, just pain in sight I've thought this could be something good Through this death I shall pull off And burn to ash all I've known A feeble worm, born to crawl onto this hope The skin and bones of anxiety are crushing me Nothing is real, I feel their mind widening
[Part Ii: The Inner Self]
Just another day into the cold empitness of my mind Please take off your shoes, and now wash your hands And then, please come inside There is nothing to fear But all theses fears, that I put into theses shelves But they are as harmfull as my dreams So, please, suit yourself Now take a look at my corpse Now take a look at my soul Can't you see the scars? I've tried to fix many times in the past But only now I've find out You can't never mend what's has been broken Since it was born So I try to leave out of this hellhole But it just feels like home
[Part II: Proper Hatred]
Reborn Start from scratch, nothing is new Bodies are piled outside Flesh melts as bones crumbles I feel the walls arise Dance now, as death comes closer Sing it on my grave I just hope that the rain can take these bodies away I just hope that the rain takes mine Today I smiled for the first time Today I smiled The rain kill my thoughts
[Part Iv: New Darkness]
This new darkness Spread too fast and I cannot fight What has been concealed inside of me One day more Until the moon swallows All of me and all the ashes You left behind inside my mind Today I know that I will fall Fall again Take another shiver, just to hurt my brain (Never felt this way) Shed another tear, just to feel this pain (Never go this way) Send another angels, just to love in vain (Travelled from love to contempt)
'Play it, Sam. Play, as time goes by'
'Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in'