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Mad it's been a whole four months without you
I've been in the worst pain in my lifeit's been so crazy, some
Sometimes I forget how to eat, or sleep
how to even function right

I miss, it's so weird not calling you everyday
making sure you're okay
Sometimes we'd talk for hours sometimes
we'd talk for minutes, talk about all types of things
Sometimes we'd joke around
Sometimes talk about deep conversations

To being at your house every weekend
for six months straight playing
League with Illie, Rico, and Leo, to being on ice and will
To riding out on, on the road
And just talking about life and have so
Many ideas just bouncin' back to each other
Listening to the new, listening to the albums, to the music

You taught me so much these last few years
You taught me how to be a man, how to assert control
Taught me how, how to deal
with certain things didn't need to be
Dealt with

How to block out the negativity, all that energy I didn't need
I could go on and on for all
for all the memories we had, but damn
Think I've shared so much
it's like every time we got off the phone
The last time- the last time we talked
the last thing you said was, "I love you. "
I love you, Jah, thank you for everything