When we broke up, I didn't see you for a month
Cried to my mother in the parking lot of the studio
In the middle of the night
Smoking cigarettes until it was hard to talk
So mad at you for finally being honest when we both knew
I'm not it for you

I think that it's so crazy
That you could say you love me
That you could even fuck me
And still think that I'm ugly
I'm burnishing my body
I'm trying to make you want me
I wanna be so tiny
I'd fit into you perfectly

You can't put the toothpaste back in the tube
I think the only time you ever told me the truth
Was the moment you said you couldn't see us together
And swipe to the left if you saw me on Tinder
I've been trying and trying to make the pieces fit
I burned my life down and you didn't even think I was pretty
I could shrink down to nothing, it still wouldn't matter
I'd still be taking up the space you saved
for somebody smaller than me
Than me
Than me

When we got back together, you told me everything changed
You took me out to dinner and we talked
like strangers, asked, "How are you? "
"I've been keeping busy"
I know that people sometimes say things that they don't mean
But my inner child just can't forget
so easily when we both know
I'm not it for you

I think that it's so funny
That you could say I'm pretty
Convinced me that you wanted me
And still, I feel so ugly
I'm burnishing my body
To be your one and only
I wanna be so tiny
I'd fit into you perfectly