I haven’t slept in so long. It feels like weeks.
My mind’s in overdrive now. My muscles atrophying.
In fear of all the angles.
All the reasons I can’t breathe. Never sure if I can come away remitting this dependency.

In constant fear and doubt of death and all unsure.
I need something to calm my nerves now.
Nothing that drugs can’t cure.
A total plague of worry. In need of logics reason.

Do I want to sedatives to settle all my doubt.
Not sure of the side effects or repercussions anymore.
Not sure if I want to feel the psychotropics an