Said, it's days like this that I just need to be alone

Yeah, I said, it's days like this
that I just need to be alone
I travelled seven seas searching for peace to ease my soul
I seen some things you can't unsee,
it's fuckin' with my dome
Them cold nights in the bando, I was never goin' home
And, baby, that's the reason why my baby
mother tells me I'm the coldest person
that she ever met, yeah
And, baby, that's the reason why my mother tells me
"All them issues that you got, they still
ain't left your head", yeah
And maybe that's why I'm gettin' high all of the time,
but name a gang member that I haven't fed, yeah
So fuck with 29, you're gonna need a operation
and your doctor gonna recommend some bedrest
See they love to see you rise but they wanna see you fall
Mummy, don't apologise,
'cause this shit isn't your fault (Yeah)
I'm sorry that I done you wrong
'cause I know your heart is pure
And we ain't spoken in a minute
but I thought that I should call

So, baby, can you hear me out?
And put me first
She asking me why I'm so wild
I just said that I been hurt
I started drinkin' all this lean
Then all these Percs, it made it worse
But ever since I was a child
I just feel like I've been cursed

Khalilah, when you're old enough to understand this,
play this please (Yeah)
Your mother's friends and my sister probably
see you more than me (Yeah)
Your mum will probably say I'm doing lifestyles,
not what it seems (Yeah)
But I'ma guarantee, you follow in Islam
and you're a millionaire by your eighteenth
Daddy gonna do you proud, and if I die (And if I die)
Then keep that smile and do not frown,
baby girl, you'll be alright
I miss your hair, I miss your smile,
I drink about it all the time
But just know that you got the crown
of all the women in my life
Back when we was out there gliding, tryna spray that
Yeah, when I used to fuck up my re-up and Lb would pay that
Then he got me back rapping, man,
I swear you can't repay that
I'd probably shoot my ****** for him
and I know I shouldn't say that (Yeah)

So, baby, can you hear me out?
And put me first
She askin' me why I'm so wild
I just said that I been hurt
I started drinkin' all this lean
Then all these Percs, it made it worse
But ever since I was a child
I just feel like I've been cursed

So, baby, can you hear me out?
Put me first
She askin' me why I'm so wild
I just said that I been hurt
Started drinkin' all this lean
All these Percs, it made it worse
Ever since I was a child, I