You'll never read this
I'm writing this to let you go
Because I know that's what you want
You'll never fix this
My heart is shackled up and towed
I'm feeling broken down and done

Oh, and I pretend that no one's ever gonna hold you like I did
I'm feedin' on this fire, my emotions gettin' higher
All the way up, oh
I blame myself, don't even wanna wake up, oh
Give my life for you like I'm your saviour, oh
Saviour, oh
Saviour, oh, oh

I wanna move on
One thought of you is suicide
No, no, your body's not my church
You wanted simple
Fearing everything that might
Take you out of your comfort

Oh, and I pretend that no one's ever gonna hold you like I did
See I'm feedin' on this fire, my emotions gettin' higher
All the way up, oh
I blame myself, don't even wanna wake up, oh
Give my life for you like I'm your saviour, oh
Saviour, oh
Saviour, oh, oh

Na, na, I've been up for days
Got me playin' that lemonade
Now I put my pen to pain
Hide my tears behind my shades
Dreamer and a realist, great
What a fuckin' big mistake
What a fuckin' big mistake
Yours truly, Grace

All the way up
Gave my life for you like I'm your saviour
I'm not your saviour
All the way up, oh
I blame myself, don't even wanna wake up, oh
Give my life for you like I'm your saviour, oh
Saviour, oh
Saviour, oh, oh