Give me the beat and a mic
Give me the freedom to write
Give me the vision to see my demons
And beat 'em at night
Give me the pen and the pad
Give me a couple of stans
Gave you a percentage
But I'm taking home all of the bag
Give me definitive and unlimited
Amounts of people loving me and
Call upon everybody who came before
And tell them to come
And inject me with
Whatever they're smoking man

I'm sick!
But I think you know that already
You call me evil
But how would you know it
Unless you live it already

You think you're better right?
Because nobodies seen
What you've done in the dark
But if I put your life in this light
You would crumble and fight to
Survive or die but bitch
I fucking knew that already

I ain't special
But I specialize in making you feel
Especially stupid for judging a human
While you sit at home
And the whole world judge can't
Watch what you doing
Or follow and hate all your movements
I ain't complaining
But I know the people who do it are
Sicker than me
And I'm sick enough I might just lose it

Ya, you think you know me
'cause you double tap on picture
I hate the fact that you judge me
It's driving me crazy
So when it's to deep
I say fuck it and drown in some liquor

I write these verses in blood
I got chapters for days
'cause my heart is my biblical scripture
And I ain't a prophet
But I can predict that
You'll never catch happiness
Till you're the pitcher

So please continue to laugh
If I'm a clown your a circus act
When I rap it's in a surgeons mask
Cause I place every syllable
In a deliverable fashion from first to last
Then cut back with a message that's
Hidden in melody making them think and ask
If I was the one on the table
Pushing giving birth to rap
Maybe it was me
Maybe you like all my music
But don't really actually love me
Maybe you just want a picture
Maybe you just want to see me
'cause you need some money
Maybe you think that I'm happy
Maybe you think in reality
Liking my post is repairing a hole
When it's actually shaking
And cutting the soul right out of me
I think I'm sick
I feel a rush of emotion
Whenever I post up a pic
I got a problem
I'm in the studio rapping
While this girl is sucking my dick
She cut a hole in my heart
Now I fill it with women who love me
'cause they think I'm rich
And if I be honest I just told a bitch
That I care but I really do not give a shit



So what's your excuse?
What helps you sleep?
You leave a negative comment
Not knowing what you sew you will reap
I bet you smile when you post
Thinking you're hurting me
But you see the way the brain works
You become what you speak

I need peace!
But y'all can't offer that
I held my ground, I didn't sell my soul
I said fuck the fame
Y'all can't take that offer back
Fuck a shelf you can't take me off the rack
All the fame is not worth a heart attack
You're insane, you're in pain
I can tell by what you saying, but
My bad, I forgot you were fragile
I forgot someone who doesn't even know me
Told you I'm an asshole
I forgot that I'm a villain
I forgot that I've always spread positivity
But you think I didn't
I forgot that hatred stems from people
Who hate their own existence
I forgot I'm better off alone
I forgot I care for everyone's happiness
But forget about my own
I forget I spend
Every waking second on my phone
Hahahaha

Come join my circus, I'm recruiting
I'm taking everyone who passes judgement
Bitch that's including
Everyone who thinks it's so amusing
To put me down while I'm pursuing
The key board warriors that live online
Behind a screen that's just an illusion
Come, come, come join my circus
You fucking pricks
I'll fuck you till you love me
Then pay you to do some tricks

I don't need a doctor
I need a bag of nails and bricks
To lay down on the floor
So if you fail to land a flip you can
Feel what I felt
When you tried to come sink my ship
Let me explain, you all
Help me financially gain
But I spend my money on mental health
Books and read them
Just to control all my pain

I don't wear clothes
But bought this chain
And just like you this chain is fake
I wear it to distract you from the
Blatant sadness written on my fucking face

What'd you expect?
Did you think I was immune
To what you were saying
And didn't see all of the disrespect?
Do you think I'm not human, have no feelings
Or maybe you think I'm fucking weak
And now I'm pleading
Maybe you think I'm just too good
And that I'm fucking cheating?


Or maybe just maybe you're blind
And the hate inside your heart
Clouds your eyes and your mind
And your ears when I rhyme
Even though we all know
I'm one of the best of all time

Or maybe you're just a fucking bitch
And I can't
Stop comparing me to people
Who are not in my league
Stop saying I don't believe in god
Just because you can't read
Stop making fake profiles
So you can spam my feed
I'm not alone
I know there's millions out there just like me