How many times can you expect
For these thoughts and these feelings to never connect in my mind
And through your teeth you'll be dragging your knees
How did we get so far and become so lost
Wrapped in our mindless single thoughts
The enemy is in your head
But when it gets so bad you wish it'd finally end

And where do we go from here
Eyes open so I can clear my head
From this bitter reality
But it grounds me down and it tears me inside out

Am I dreaming
Is this all I'll ever know
Better than reality
Stuck in my mentality
And I'm going nowhere
Am I dreaming
Is this all that I can give
Waiting just to disappear
I can see my mind so clear
Have I lost myself to peace and comforting

How many times will I disguise these thoughts are echoing through my mind
They're waiting for the day lost to hope and sorrow
But they're waiting on somebody else's time
How many times will I disguise this survival, this need to grow
I'm losing to the winning hand, so pull me out
I'm surrounded but never felt so alone

And where do we go from here
Eyes open so I can clear my head
From this bitter reality
'Cause it grinds me down and it tears me inside out

Am I dreaming
Is this all I'll ever know
Better than reality
Stuck in my mentality
And I'm going nowhere
Am I dreaming
Is this all that I can give
Waiting just to disappear
I can see my mind so clear
Have I lost myself to peace and comforting

Have I lost myself to peace
Waiting just to disappear
And I've never seen so clear
Won't you help me out
I'm fighting just for a chance
'Cause this is all we have

Am I dreaming
Is this all I'll ever know
Better than reality
Stuck in my mentality
And I'm going nowhere
Am I dreaming
Is this all that I can give
Waiting just to disappear
I can see my mind so clear
Have I lost myself to peace and comforting