Had to fix my mindset, my outbursts are embarrassing
I wish it was as simple as turning my mental off and back on again
Can't think before I speak when I can barely breathe
I'm too high-strung and I'm way too young for my hair to be silvering
In my brain, the questions never ended
Did I make a mistake with every decision?

Now I'm in autopilot
Just letting life fly by, by, by
Don't even mind I'm not the one driving
Just wanna come along for the ride
I'm like an NPC
Nobody cares about me but me
I'm a monotonous mystery
In a synthetic reality
Ooh

I'll wait in mile long lines
Without a thought crossing my mind
Too tuned out to even eavesdrop on a stranger's conversation
My consciousness is copy and pasted
Ambition basically wasted
Same look always on my face
My mind has never been so blank
Can't complain, my brain's in airplane mode
Left my cranium in a different ZIP code

Now I'm in autopilot
Just letting life fly by, by, by
Don't even mind I'm not the one driving
Just wanna come along for the ride
I'm like an NPC
Nobody cares about me but me
I'm a monotonous mystery
In a synthetic reality
Ooh