I bet you look at me and think that I'm a dumb blonde But you have no idea how far I've actually come from I've lived right on the edge that I almost became it I can't believe the things that I've done and I can't change it Debauchery, the only thing I could count on Was always looking for a place that I could come from I tried forgetting all those strangers in dark places But every time I close my eyes I see their faces
I lost faith in family I lost faith in love and company I almost lost faith in everything And now I've got nothing left to lose I'm gonna
Push it good Push it real good
Sometimes I think I got everything I'd die for But is it real when you always seem to need more? I don't rely in empty prophets or false promises I don't believe in plastic idols, they're all meaningless I'm not afraid of all the voyeurs and the vultures I don't believe in all this manufactured culture Been through enough of that, I know what I want to fight for I just need someone or something that I can feel for
I lost faith in family I lost faith in love and company I almost lost faith in humanity And now I've got nothing left to lose I'm gonna