I'm walking down this broken road I've never been here before So fucking bored, I can't explain (it doesn't mean a thing) I'm going lower Than I ever dreamt of going before So fucking low I can't explain (I can't explain the pain)
So what I'd rather be numb You know what I'd never be numb So what I'd rather be numb From the sex and the drugs And the spotlight too You know what I'd never be numb From the pain and the blame And the black and blue
So what I'd rather be numb So what, so what
I asked my mother what she'd do If she could do it again She said she'd probably do the same (she wouldn't change a thing) Forgive me father for I know Not why I'm drowning in sin I guess I do it all in vain (it doesn't mean a thing)
So what I'd rather be numb You know what I'd never be numb So what I'd rather be numb From the sex and the drugs And the spotlight too You know what I'd never be numb From the pain and the blame And the black and blue
So put me under again, I don't mind Put me under again, I feel fine Can you hold me again before I die? Put me under (put me under) Put me under again
I'm walking down this broken road I've never been here before So fucking bored I can't explain (I can't explain the pain)
So what, I'd rather be numb You know what I'd never be numb So what I'd rather be numb From the sex and the drugs And the spotlight too You know what I'd never be numb From the pain and the blame And the black and blue
So what, I'd rather be numb So what, so what So what, I'd rather be numb So what, so what