Take me back where I was your only friend Well I was patiently waiting on your response You're perfectly out of place
You say if I can't love myself Then how the hell can I try to love you? Did you forget how it first felt Or did you feel nothing when I held on to you?
You're perfectly out of place You're perfectly out of place
It made me wanna hurt myself But I would never do that to you And I still thought it through Sleep tonight and think this through You are the only one that I care about
And you're so beautiful I wish I could reach out and touch you Soft skin, your lips I could die, could die and never cry again
And I'll just say it outright I won't try to be poetic or silly I cut myself on the bathroom floor with scissors and I bled I couldn't reconcile the pain I had so I made myself breathe a new way And I tried to hide my scars But when you saw the blood stains on my bed sheets You said: What's wrong? And held me And I felt loved And I felt loved for the first time in what seems like forever And as you grasped me tight I felt like I was in the arms of God And there I wailed And there I wailed