She can tell lies like I never fucking know Gun up to my head when it's time to fucking go Girl, I'm going crazy, I don't know which way to go Falling from the top, I'm doing more than breaking bones Always been a bad guy Meet me from a past life, it's been so long She said I got the sad eyes We fight and then we fuck, I know that hurts so Ain't no fucking afterlife I tried so hard, but you just don't even seem to care Nightmares happen every night I keep my gun on me, why the fuck would I be scared? Happens every night Happens every time, oh no I don't even ask why I don't even wanna try, oh no Can't even look in the mirror anymore without wanting to throw up And I said that's the last time, but I don't wanna grow up Why the fuck everyone say they proud of me like I'm supposed to just know it? And I know you don't like hearing shit like this, baby at least I could own it
I don't wanna feel like this anymore, no I don't wanna feel like this anymore I don't wanna feel like this anymore Oh no, no, no