Part I: Fall into the sea

It took me a long time to be able to look at you
Without this sour regret mixed with shame and anger
And when finally I could do so and be turned loose
I saw something more in your deep blue eyes

We were over
Everything was perfectly solved
Our memory was turning sweet
The ripples had faded on the sea between us
Once drowning, now rising
but all was ruined for lust
For Lust!


Part Ii: Ghosts are blind

The night when our lips found their way back
I was rather looking for revenge
than anything
A closure to an old act

But embers from the past lighted up
Blinding what had broken us
We thought we could be one again

Leave me, forget me, forgive me
Forsake this old misery
Forsake this old misery!
Hate me, don't you see, we're not real
Bury your pain next to me
Bury your pain next to me!

When I realized I couldn't be this ghost
I had to break your heart one more time
I had found the one
but you were not this half - anymore

I'm not able to save you
I know that I leave you undone
I'm sorry for what I put you through
But this was only embers reflection


Part II: Results of the awakening

We failed to keep the loved one safe
We failed!

Leave me, forget me, forgive me
Forsake this old misery
Forsake this old misery!
Hate me, don't you see, we're not real
Bury your pain next to me
Bury your pain next to me!

Part Iv: Closure

We could have been, darling
On a different sea
In another blind alley
Another reality

Our circle is complete
We can forsake our guilt
Come back to what we'd built
And leave it at a memory