What went wrong?

Running on empty
I waited years in a past life
Running out of rope and the water's high
I drowned for you and I didn't regret it
Don't text me back in the afterlife
Needed the time, I didn't realise
I had it all along, can't take my own advice
Conflated filling the gaps for love

And it's obvious
That I'm caved in and breaking up
But I know it's good
I know it's good
Though it's over now
In my dreams you call me back
But I hope you don't
I hope you don't

I hope you're gone and lost in better days
I've been watching the time, how it erodes away
Thinking 'bout how the last years feel like yesterday
How did I lose grip on it?
Honest
Been falling through nightmares, light years away
And doing my best to keep those thoughts at bay
And finding my highlights in the loudest places
And strangers faces
Getting caught up in a race of it
(How did we get lost overgrown?)
And walking through the clearing crowd
If we took our chances
(When it's time to go)
And we exchanged glances, yeah
Call it in the moment
(When did I lose all this love?)
And walking down the road that I grew up on
And falling out of habits
Stop pleading for empathy's sake

And it's obvious
That I'm caved in and breaking up
But I know it's good
I know it's good
Ooh
Though it's over now
In my dreams you call me back
But I hope you don't
I hope you don't

'Cause I don't need you to tell me
(Walking through the clearing)
I don't need you to tell me that
(Breaking up)
(But we exchanged glances)
(It's good)
(Call it in the moment)
I don't need you to tell me that
(And walking down the road that I grew up on)
Oh I don't need you to tell me

It's okay I'm going (It's okay I'm going)
I'm searching (I'm searching)
For what I am now (For what I am now)
I'll find you if it's urgent (I'll find you if it's urgent)
Or if I'm hurting (If I'm hurting)
More than I am now (Than I am now)
And we'll come back here someday (Back here someday)
And laugh about it (Laugh about it)
Memories that don't know (That don't know)
How it felt like I was burning (Like I was burning)
While you weren't watching
Took everything I loved (Everything I loved)

No nowhere feels like home
(Nowhere feels like home)
Home
No nowhere feels like home
(Nowhere feels like home)
Home
No nowhere feels like home
(Nowhere feels like home)
Home
(No nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like hom-)
Yeah
Nowhere feels like home
(Don't)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(You)
(Feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like home)
(Nowhere feels like-)