i'm giving up on heart conditions
and loath the days of expectation
she only visits for a second
and leaves a nightmare for my soul
i prayed that God would end this torture
but now i fear to shut my eyes
but in my head she's there
i kick myself,recall her name
but in my head i know
she wanted me but i'm alone
i only dwell on formal glories
relive the best days of my life
but i refused to take her offer
she wept and somehow found the door
but in my head she's there
i kick myself, recall her name
but in my head i know
she wanted me but i'm alone
she's in my head...
and i'll bring you home, clean all my mistakes