I sit in silence here alone An agony I've made my own An empty chasm in the dark Is where I choose to hide my heart Something that I've lived with ,for so very long I've never had an interest ,in what's right or wrong Deviante, or so I'm told Villanous,or so extolled A heightned animosity Distorting everything I see This world has closed its doors to me Sat me in the balcony Now my only recompense: A gift I've honed to mastery Tainted eyes that strain to see I'm not in prision but,I'm never free A curse that somehow has followed me I;m not in prision,but I'm never free Looking out this dirty window From inside my trophy room Hostile world I've been bor into: Hostile world-- I've been consumed I'm the one you sat behind you The one you've choosen to neglect Now I've choosen to confront you You're the wrong I must correct Tainted eyes that strain to see I'm not in prision but,I'm never free A curse that somehow has followed me I'm not in prision,but I'm never free