Is what I lose that I want more Being loved it feels so secure So please try to understand I didn’t give I don’t want it back I made mistakes I like when they hurt me bad Every step(step by step) regret goes on and on and on…… Should I be able now to face my underworld of shade How will I be able now to feel the sober thru the shame I’m so afraid of what I become So please try to forget What I seem is not what I am Everything I touch Breaks down and then comes undone every step(step by step) my pain goes on and on and on and on……