I still believe you said everything you ever said, cause you meant it and not just because we were sharing a bed and even though you needed me its something you'll regret i believe that we found something good that day that we met
And i still haven't found a pair of jeans that fit me right and i keep seeing these crazy things, to try and take me for a ride and it still hits me like a bag of bricks each and every night when i wake up to find that your not here to my right
So i'm saying a prayer that my feet don't fail I was digging pebbles out from the palms of my hands doing push-ups in the middle of two lane streets from falling over walking with two left feet yea I’m falling down
Cause i know that your happy to be rid of me and i hope its gonna change your personality cause when your laughing its magnetic and amazing how it cuts through the static so please stay happy if not for me but for the sake of all the birds and trees and living things i rely on, such vivid beauty to go on living
My downfall, you see where I’m stuck, is thinking how it could be, and it turns my stomach, and my heart plummets to think of what you’re thinkin of me
And i'm still figuring out just who i am and who i can be but all i know is that who i was wasn't nearly me and i was feeling down about who i was what i couldn't be so i lost my mind and i wasted time feeling so guilty so i'm singing this song in hopes that you’ll sing along,
And listen to what i'm saying it's a song that i made filled with steps i can take to find something i can believe in to believe in so you trick your clothes to make you believe this is really wrong inside this sleeve its the same arm you use to hold things that you consider gold but inside your head you know you've changed but really who remains the same you're distracting yourself to make you believe you change for the good man you're so naïve soyou say things that you don’t mean, like actors on a silver screen until you realize the past is real its really no big fucking deal so you burn your clothes and everything reminds you how you used to be
Cause i know that you're happy to be rid of me and i hope that its gonna change your personality cause when your laughing, its magnetic and amazing how it cuts through static so please stay happy if not for me but for the sake of all the birds and trees and living things I rely on, such vivid beauty to go on living and i still believe you said everything you ever said, cause you meant it