Is this a life between the death and horror?

I have heard the sounds from my last symphony.
Decay in beauty, the sun paled forever.
I have seen that day, when i am a god.
Is this a life between the death and horror?
No...!

One day, one month, one year
I wait for nothing, alone.
Shall i be so strong that you could accept me?

Monuments of my weakness,
Now poisoned by my own blood.
Suspence of misery,
Will destroy my hate...!
Hate...!

...will destroy my hate...!

Hate...!

(mitä on tämä tyhjyys, jonka äänet raiskaavat minut yhä uudelleen?)

Now i take this final step to reality.
Nothing in this life, has carried me.
Let me down into dark water.
Just let me drift away.

Surface of the lake was calm,
Like my mind was then.
None will ever see me,
Before the swans have landed again.

Monuments of my weakness,
Now poisoned by my own blood.
Suspence of misery,
Will destroy my hate...!
Hate...!

None will ever see me,
Before the swan has landed again.